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"Yah. Come here." I told Junhyung angrily. He kept hanging around her. I couldn't lie, she was very pretty. Possibly more beautiful than me. She was a 'sweet angel' to him. She always made him happy when they were together. A grin always formed on his face when he saw her, why not me? He's my boyfriend. He asked me out. But why do we never do things like he does to her? They've gone out before, but then they broke up. I'm more of a nasty person than she is. Why would he break up with someone like her? She seems perfect for him.

Without words, I forced a kiss, surprising him. He let go after a few seconds, confused. I glared at her. Of course, she used an innocent look on me. Her hair laid on her shoulders, her eyes began to water as she walked off.

"You're mine, oppa." I told Junhyung, before walking in the opposite way.

"Then show me I'm yours. Show me, you're actually interested in me. Just like Shin is." Junhyung told me sternly as I froze.
That name uplit my eyes with anger. That name made my stomach drop. She's the girl Junhyung has been smiling at and not me. The flame of anger dropped. The heavy stomach lifted up from it's frustration. I ran into his arms and cried with all my might.

"I'm sorry..." I started apologising. "I know... I'm not perfect and I know for a fact, I'll never be perfect enough for you. I don't treat you right but I hate seeing you with somebody else. Even though I'm hard-headed, teach me to be patient and not so jealous. Even though I'm not as pretty as her or as outstandingly kind-hearted as she is, I hope one day you will realise how much I fell for you first seeing you and how you changed me completley."

Saying this, made me feel so scared. I always knew that boys would go to the more kind-hearted and prettiest girl. Right now, I felt like a dog wanting a bone in his arms. My tears stained his shirt but I didn't care. I wanted him to know how hurt I was. So was this my solution? His words made me feel like the most important girl alive.

The minutes ran like seconds. I only felt his arms pressured as he hugged me tighter. "You're perfect to me. In fact, no one will be more perfect than you." he started the words that changed me forever.
"You will teach me how to be patient. Don't you think I would have split with you if I wanted to be with her now? I want you to be jealous because then it shows you DO like me. I don't want you to be any prettier or more kind-hearted. That wouldn't be you would it? Why did you think I asked you out the first time I saw you? I really do like you and just hearing that, makes me love you. I didn't think you would like me as much as I thought you would because you never told me. Just because you think Shin is prettier than you, it doesn't change the way I think of you. Just promise me you'll never change. Even if we somehow break-up."

That speech, felt like a new world came to me. I dissolved all my grudges on Shin and formed a smile. In fact, this is the first time I've smiled for him. I've never smiled at him once. I've never told him my confession or told him how much I loved him. I laid in his arms, knowing he would stand by me forever.

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When I grow up, I just don't want to be a cute couple or romantic couple, I want to be a Permanent couple ♥

When I grow up, I don't want to be so heartbroken. There are so many girls and boys at a young age liking people and ending up being heartbroken. Ever heard people say "Ex-Boyfriend/Girlfriend" or "Boys/Girls only break your heart?"
I want that one guy to prove to me, he's not the same as every other guy. And if that by any chance happens, I'll be grateful. I want him to listen to me when there are problems and I'll do the same. I want him to show he's not afraid of holding my hand in front of his mates and I want him to only look at me. But sometimes I clearly think this is impossible. I still have Teen Top!
In my life, I think I've only seen 2 true couples. Others I can always tell they're going to break up. Sometimes I just think no guy would like me. Unlike other girls, I'm very different. I can be stubborn, short-tempered for absolutely no reason, become depressed easily and I can be annoying. I don't even have the dress sense of a girl and I can be shy which is the reason why I find it difficult to talk to people I don't know well. Even I'm not perfect, I'm sick of boys choosing the wrong girls since there are so many girls out there, just waiting impatiently and they're the right ones...

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Thanks for reading my thoughts and fanfic one-shot~! ^^
I chose Junhyung because.. he's invaded most of my layout.. xD The quote;;
"When I grow up, I just don't want to be a cute couple or romantic couple, I want to be a Permanent couple ♥"
Is what I created so if you're going to take the quote out, please credit xBubblyGirlAyumi? ^^ Of course, there will be those people who'll just steal it...
Thanks for being able to read my inner thoughts, hopefully other girls will feel the same ♥