I realise now that people want me to be a person they expect me to be. If not, they'll completely ignore me. I'm still not walking out that fucking door and become a different person. Accept the person I am, accept who I was and accept who I will be.

Yeah, I know - I've been using this blog for a lot of rants. People will start to think if I'm actually Bubbly Ayumi. But I smile and entertain others to make them happy. A lot of things have been happening and I've been turning really sensitive nowadays. Bear with me please.