I had this weird but... Awesome dream. In my dream, [GOD FORBID THAT I'M ABOUT TO SAY THIS] but Junhyung passed away. Hyunseung and I had met up and I was asking how he was feeling... And he cried in my arms. He cried completely. Tears are staining my shirt and he apologises, "Sorry, if I make your shirt wet." and he kept wrapping his arms around me and I kept patting him on the back, trying to comfort him. I felt so bad for the loss and how he felt but at the same time, felt good! I know I probably sound drama-ish but it's that really odd feeling in your stomach. That butterfly feeling. Yeah, that's how I felt. For once I felt like the guy instead of the girl. You know how in K-dramas when girls cry and the guy hugs him and pats her on the back and everything? YEAH. I FELT LIKE THE GUY THIS TIME. XD Except what was really nice was that he fell into my arms crying, so it didn't seem like I was forcing him into comfort, he was seeking for comfort automatically. After that, he cheered up completely. We went to the movies and everything became normal again. [CURSE THE FACT THAT 97% OF OUR DREAMS ARE FORGOTTEN ONCE WE WAKE UP.] BUT I WANT TO GO BACK TO SLEEP AND DREAM MORE NOW T^T I have had many k-pop dreams that I haven't (And some I shouldn't) talked about, but I will if I get the time! :D But right now, I just can't get over it. I haven't mentioned how Hyunseung is my bias and I love love love him! >.~ Remember in my previous layout he was my icon! :D Which was made by my friend, purplewaterlilly~ Kyaaa~ I wanna hug him again xD I feel like Eun Jo in Cinderella's Sister! When the oppa guy says, "Eun Jo yah~" so intense and lovingly asdfghjkl what was his character name? I remember his real name is Chun Jun Myung. But his character name I forgo- NO WAIT, HIS NAME WAS KI HOON IN THE DRAMA~ KI HOON OPPA YURH! :3 Is this the feeling girls get when they hug their crushes?! I wouldn't know because... /forever alone.

10/12/11

13 days until Christmas day! :3