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This repetitive dream full of horror.
Saturday, 17 December 2011 @ 02:48
I don't know why but there is this repetitive dream I'm having... It's horrible because at any time, any where, something scary will come and haunt me. Whether that's using a voice or figure, sometimes even if I simply turn around, something appears. A horrible face, a creepy voice, or I think sometimes I turn into one myself.

If you guys didn't know, I'm a really big fan of horror stuff, like, I barely get scared because of it, but my dream seriously scared me. Because even if I ran, I couldn't get away from these things that are in describable. And sometimes I worry because I have that feeling that I wake up, but I can't move. Like, literally, my eyes WILL BE OPEN but I won't be able to move my body.

Every where I went, it was still there! I could run, but I couldn't hide. Even if I DID run, they would still be there chasing after me. It's as if I had monsters inside me that wanted to break free and destroy my life. Everything hurt. And nothing was safe. Now that's truly a nightmare.